Way Back When

when i was little i was cute
when i was little i was innocent
when i was little i told my piano teacher that one day i wanted to be
discovered
but i didn't tell her what that meant
i don't remember saying that
when i was little i kicked butt
when i was little i was afraid of water
but now i don't think it was the water i was afraid of
it was the deep dark unknown of the plunge
when i was little i was skinny
when i was little i was different
still am different
always will be different
not much difference there
ha
when i was little i never got zits
when i was little i didn't love
i didn't know what to love meant
i still don't know what it means
when i was little i cried
and cried
and cried
when i was little i was red
but now i'm black
when i was little i never got guilty
never felt ashamed
never hated myself
when i was little i was living
when i am big...
now i remember

Casablanca=Awesome Old Movie

okay
secret about me
i like romantic chick flicks
don't get me wrong
i love comedies too
and action movies
and horror
omigod
i love horror movies with a passion
but
when the music swells up and the heroine and hero kiss
well
i
am envious
yes
but also strangely happy
oh and
heads up
i watch desperate housewives too

OMIGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY 43-YEAR-OLD AUNT HAD TWIN GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unbearable

crushing
disappointment
makes me want to
cry
gnashing
my teeth in pain
i let out a
sigh
regret
bitter hopes crushed
wish i was a
guy
not quite
at the stage yet
that i want to
die

All Alone=Awesome Song By Gorillaz

i
feel
alone
no one
reads
my BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't Say I Have

ever been loved?
can't say i have.
ever been liked?
can't say that either.
ever been hated?
one word-yes.
ever been dated?
if you can call it that.
ever been flirted with?
nope, not really.
ever been f***ed with?
yes, most definitely.
ever wanted to cry?
only all the time.
ever wanted to die?
only a couple of times.
ever felt like escaping?
who hasn't?
ever felt like being discovered?
wouldn't you like to know...